I went mad for a while and it didn't mean me any good. At fist I thought I was dead, which proved at least that I wasn't. Then I decided I was a lemon. I felt myself amused jumping in a pond of gin&tonic ( I just found a small lake that thought it was gin&tjnic and jumped in a pond of that... at least I think it thought it was gin&tonic, I could of course be imagining it). The point is there's no point in driving yourself mad to prevent your going mad. You may just as well give in and save your sanity...